Nth Attempt

I am talking about my attempts to read a book and eventually develop the habit..... Am I really making an attempt? If I had I should have done something about it... Do I really want to read books... I don't know... I have started a new chapter in another book leaving behind several others that needs to be completed..... This book "The Alchemist" looks interesting and if I follow the philosophy of the book, probably I should not be reading the book itself.... It talks about chasing your dream and following the path you want to follow.... Is reading books the path I want to take..... Lets see whether this book takes me in that path......